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Pointless rants: [Feb. 24th, 2004|09:08 am]
Narcissa Black
[Current Mood |bitchybitchy]

The weather is getting nicer, and for that I am thankful. I can't stand the cold for much longer and I'm afraid I'm all out of self-warming potions. It's been simply painful walking down the hallways between classes and I just don't have the time to soak my feet in hot water every night before bed anymore. I can't express how depressing it is to wake up without a shred of sunlight and while the snow may be beautiful to look at, it's a complete annoyance to walk in. The fireplace does as much good as a single lit candle would and there's no one around to tend it...

Well, I can rant to my death about how much I hate the cold, but I won't.

I don't think I've ever mentioned how unbearable it can be to have your lover be your teacher. Your Herbology teacher, at that. Last night, Lucius took me out to dinner and sat me down as if I was quite the child and explained to me that I needed to get all my work done in time or I would be in danger of failing his course. I could have laughed, it was so pathetic. I don't intend on completing those assignments as they are completely pointless to a person who doesn't care in the least bit for Herbology, and I doubt it would be any use to me anyway. I have enough money to put my great grandchildren through school. It doesn't make the least bit of difference to me whether I pass Herbology or not.

As for children, I absolutely loathe them. The whole lot of them. There isn't a single child under the age of fifteen out there that I could stand, and I seriously believe they should all be kicked, have kerosene poured over their head and burnt. If I wanted to hear the pitter patter of little feet, I would put shoes on my cat.

Well. I've got things to do (and I don't mean my Herbology homework) so I've got to go. And another thing. If one more person tells me I'm fussing too much these days, I shall have a fit.

I'm done.
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(no subject) [Feb. 9th, 2004|09:28 am]
Narcissa Black
My, this stuffy nose is quite the annoyance. I’ve had it for a good week and it shows no sign of getting the slightest bit better. This brew hasn’t worked, and I’ve done my best with the medicine mother’s sent me, but it’s no good. I suppose it’s just my allergies again…strange though, that they should have this affect in the middle of winter…when everything is pretty much dead. Strange. I’ve never seen anything like it before. Still, I shouldn’t fuss over a little cold when those around me can hardly stand up without puking their insides out. Quite unfortunate, really, to have half the school sick at the same time.

I see Remus Lupin and the condition he’s in and I’m afraid for my sister. She too has caught the virus, though it isn’t nearly as bad for her as it is for Remus, but I’m trying my hardest to ensure it doesn’t get worse. She may complain that I’ll be shoving a numerous amount of multicolored pills down her throat every couple of hours, but she’ll thank me when she feels better. Or maybe I should write to mother to see if she could take us home for a short while until the virus passes. Some time away from Hogwarts may do us some good.

Lucius wishes you all his best. He won’t be teaching this week because of some task or the other that he’s got to attend to, but for those of you who are in his class, he asked me to post a small assignment. Something about an essay on the importance of Herbology, but I don’t quite remember. Well, he’ll let you know when he gets back.
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(no subject) [Feb. 4th, 2004|08:32 pm]
Narcissa Black
[Current Mood |depresseddepressed]

As I watch those around me fall victim to this sudden disease that is going around, I am baffled at why I too have not been effected. Perhaps I have been away for to long from Hogwarts. I'd greatly appreciate some sort of explanation, and I have an odd feeling I am one of the few who don't understand it.

Snape, a minute please...Collapse )

If anyone needs a hand, I shall be in my room trying to brew up a remedy should any of you need it. I'm sorry for your pain. Really, I am...
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Bellatrix: [Feb. 3rd, 2004|08:12 pm]
Narcissa Black
I understand you have something important to discuss with me, so if you will await me in your room, I shall come up now...let me know if you're free...?
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(no subject) [Jan. 28th, 2004|02:31 pm]
Narcissa Black
Damn this weather. I hate the winter season. I've been talking through a annoyingly clogged nose, and while it isn't as bad as what many of you are plagued with, I'm afraid it may lead to a cold. At this rate, I'll have to move my mascara to make room for tissues in my purse.

I'm not on speaking terms with Lucius at the moment, and though I have no wish to go back to the Manor after all that he has said to me, I still have to gather a few of my things before I go back to school. The man isn't in his right mind, and I refuse to be around him until his sanity comes back to him.

Bellatrix, how have you been? Mother has packed some wonderful cookies for us and I'd love to share them with you over a nice cup of cocoa when I come back. I've been meaning to talk to you for a while. Nothing is going on, really. I just wanted to have some time with you, if it's possible.

Well. I should head over there now. Hopefully I'll be able to make it to Hogwarts by night time.
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(no subject) [Jan. 20th, 2004|07:38 am]
Narcissa Black
I've been quite busy lately. I pray I didn't miss anything too important.
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If you will... [Jan. 7th, 2004|07:32 am]
Narcissa Black
[Current Mood |calmcalm]

Regalus, for once, has come up with a wonderful idea. A get together for the family (unfortunately Andromeda won't be included) in the common room one day. Nothing too big. Perhaps some chocolate and hot cocoa and a nice chat around the fire. Simply to lift our spirits. I'd like to extend that invitation to Rebastan too, seeing as he's practically related to us as well, and Snape as well (simply because we all adore you). What do you all say? If you have a free night, see if you can come by. I'll ask Lucius to spare me a bottle of wine.
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Back to school: [Jan. 6th, 2004|07:39 am]
Narcissa Black
It's good to be back, really, but I can't help but shrug off this overwhelming sense of depression. This holiday season was one of the best for me, and it's hard to see it go. Everyone else seems to be in a horribly gloomy mood as well...even the enchanted ceiling in the dining hall looks cloudier than usual...or perhaps I'm just imagineing it.

Happy New Year's to all. I hope the following months brings joy and happiness for us all...we could surely use it around here.
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In the park: [Dec. 28th, 2003|03:08 pm]
Narcissa Black
[Current Mood |happyhappy]
[Current Music |The tranquil sound of the water running down the stream...]

I'm finally home, and very glad of it. Darling Trixie, though I can practically feel her cheeks hotten when I call her so, has joined me on this quiet little picnic outside, by the lake in the park. I must say, it's still a bit chilly to be doing this, but I couldn't help but want to do it anyway. I'm eager for a day out with my sister, and this seems to be the way to do it. No doubt these blankets shall come in handy soon, and it won't be for long since the sun sets much earlier during these winter days, but it'll but fun nonetheless. Mother packed us a few sandwiches should we get hungry and we've both got a good book to curl up under the tree with. Seems to be nearly perfect...reminds me of the way things were before we went off to school. It's been about since then since Bella and I have had time together. I often miss those days...

Well, no use in crying over the past. We've got a beautiful day ahead of us, and I have my most favourite person in the world to share it with.
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Going home. [Dec. 27th, 2003|05:24 pm]
Narcissa Black
[Current Mood |angryangry]

I've just come back from another one of those fancy restuarants that require fancy dresses and pretty hair. Dear Lucius must think of me to be nothing more than a doll to play with, for he seems to enjoy dressing me up quite alot. I can't say I don't appreciate it, but after a while it gets a bit old. I'm wary of all the fine jewelry and gowns. What I wouldn't give to be back at school.

Well. I simply can't take any more of this ridiculous "vacation". Why, it doesn't feel like one at all! By Merlin's beard, I've been to so many parties, smiling at Lucius's side, my face is sore. Thank heavens today was the last of it, I don't know how much more I could stand. Perhaps he'll be willing to release me now. I wish to see mother and Bellatrix back home. It's been a long time since I've been able to spend time with them.


Forget it. I don't need his approval. I'll pack my bags now.
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